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…meanwhile

by Jon Allen

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1.
There’s fire on the doorstep Searchlights in the hall What a difference a day makes Just to think that yesterday we had it all Blame me for the sorrow And the dark clouds in the sky You can say you’re justified I’ll be your alibi You can blame it all You can blame it all You can blame it all on me You can blame it all You can blame it all You can blame it all on me The sirens sang their warning And you just looked at me and laughed Now I stand here in the ruins All alone with just these faded photographs Frame me for the murder Of the love you sent to die And I’ll pretend I never tried  I’ll be your alibi You can blame it all You can blame it all You can blame it all on me You can blame it all You can blame it all You can blame it all on me I gave everything I had Just to keep this love alive For the sake of what we had I will look you in the eye  And tell this lie  You can blame it all You can blame it all You can blame it all on me You can blame it all You can blame it all You can blame it all on me
2.
Feels like the spell is finally broken Feels like the shadow’s lifted from my eyes For all the time those blues have taken My freedom’s come as such a sweet surprise From the darkness of my window I wondered if I’d ever see the light But like a blackbird from the ruins I can feel my spirit taking flight and I Can’t hold back the sun Can’t hold back the sun It’s been too cold it’s been to long I can’t hold back the sun I was shattered, I was beaten I was sure that I would fade away Then the angel of the morning Found a way to bring a brand new day and I Can’t hold back the sun Can’t hold back the sun It’s been too cold it’s been to long I can’t hold back the sun Gonna shake the devil off my shoulders Gonna put my faith in what’s to come Can’t hold back the sun Can’t hold back the sun It’s been too cold it’s been to long I can’t hold back the sun
3.
Cruel World 04:13
Well if time is a teacher Seems like I never learned Right now I feel like I’m doubting That the world ever turned Oh it’s a Hollywood ending To think that we could be friends Cos I’ve been though all the rushes And I know how it ends It’s a cruel world It’s a cruel world It’s a desolate view It’s a cruel world It’s a cruel world It’s a cruel world without you I’m in love with the sadness It’s the devil I know Now there’s nowhere I’m going That’s why I walking so slow I know it’s making me crazy, I know it’s making me sick It’s a dirty habit That my heart don’t how to quit It’s a cruel world It’s a cruel world It’s a desolate view It’s a cruel world It’s a cruel world It’s a cruel world without you If it ever was easy If it ever was hard There’s nothing left to recover There’s no treasure to guard Every hope was a traitor That brought another false dawn Cos our fate was sealed in blood On the day we were born Sometimes I feel empty Sometimes I feel free Sometimes I’m scared of dreaming Some other place I could be Got no faith in my feelings They’ve betrayed me before My heart is full of stories I don’t believe anymore
4.
Before the stream became a rivers Before the river changed its course There was a time when lazy waters Were young enough to cross But now it seems so hard for me to find The one thing that I though was always mine Looking for the light Looking for the light Looking for the light I used to know Looking for the light Looking for the light Looking for the tender light of home When I was young I felt the wind blow Climbed the high tree saw the birds eye view Wasn’t afraid to trust my feelings When all my ways were new But certainty’s a stranger to me now I’m in the shadows on the edge of town Looking for the light Looking for the light Looking for the light I used to know Looking for the light Looking for the light Looking for the tender light of home Now my joy is mixed with sadness Now my comfort is laced with pain And though my time is getting shorter The dream is just the same Looking for the light Looking for the light Looking for the light I used to know Looking for the light Looking for the light Looking for the tender light of home
5.
Mercy 03:28
Am I lost Gone away Am I gratefully digging my grave Do my feet Fear to run From the heart of a prison of one Can I change these clothes I’ve worn Shed this old skin and be reborn Give me time And a peaceful mind Give me mercy Well I’ve stood in the snow And I’ve watched that wildfire grow Seen the flames catch the wind And I’ve felt their heat on my skin But now I feel so small With my back up against the wall Give me time And a peaceful mind Give me mercy I wish I was an eagle Floating on the air And I didn’t have this heavy cross to bear I’ve got scars that still ache From every misstep from every mistakes For every lie I believed There’s a ghost in my head that won’t leave So don’t make me confess With your own cards tight to your chest Give me time And a peaceful mind Give me mercy
6.
Suzanne 03:50
One thing’s for sure nothing is pure And the future is uncertain I feel down and out but there’s something about you That puts my mind at ease Holding on to nothing It’s a hollow game Come a little closer Break my heart again Suzanne I don’t know the first thing about living Suzanne I’m broken and I got know place to fall Suzanne I may be lost but something ‘bout you makes my heart believe I took a stand on a wrongheaded plan Now I’m reeling from the failure Stay for a while and lend me your smile And help me to forget Throwing stones at shadows Is how a spend my time Give me one good reason Make me change my mind Suzanne I don’t know the first thing about living Suzanne I broken and I got know place to fall Suzanne I may be lost but something ‘bout you makes my heart believe Well I got no answer That I’m clinging to ‘Cept this restless hungry That’s cryin’ out for you
7.
How Long 03:31
How long will this long night be How long will this long night be Cause I’m drifting blind on a dark and empty sea How long will this long night be How long till this heartache heels How long till this heartache heels Cause hurt and pain are the only thing that’s real How long till this heartache heels Yesterday was the beginning And my world was full of light I could have sworn I heard love singing But it was sirens in the night How far do I have to fall How far do I have to fall Till I go so deep that there’s nothing there at all How far do I have to fall How long do I have to wait How long do I have to wait Am I cursed to stand forever at the gate How long do I have to wait Yesterday was the beginning And my world was full of light I could have sworn I heard love singing But it was sirens in the night How long will this long night be How long will this long night be Cause I’m drifting blind on a dark and empty sea How long will this long night be
8.
Give me a new heart That’ll fix this broken story Show me a vision I can hang my future on Cause I’m standing in the shadow of the mountain Another lonely spirit looking for a sign Help me find a way Across the great divide Make this doubter see The other side Show me a morning In a place that has no memory Show me a frontier With gold and silver in the ground Cause I’m caught in the grip of the ripe tide Don’t let this weight I carry drag my body down Help me find a way Across the great divide Make this doubter see The other side May the spring rains Heal the river of my senses May the sea winds Blow the sorrow from my mind Cause alI I can see is the distance I hope the hand of mercy reaches me in time
9.
I’m tired of these four walls I’m longing to break loose Everyday this city Seems to tighten like a noose I’m going someplace no ones keeping score Somewhere out on the western shore If I’m brave enough to live An ordinary life If I’m clear enough of mind To make a choice and not think twice I’d hear the sea wind crying at my door Somewhere out on the western shore Western Shore Western Shore In my heart the wild waves are crashing Western Shore Western Shore I’m dreaming of the western shore I think I’ll go to Mayo Watch the schools of salmon leap Walk along the headlands where the raged cliffs are steep And find the stillness that I had before Somewhere out on the western shore Gonna quench this empty hunger Satisfy this thirst Greet another morning Where it feels just like the first And learn to live by nature’s sacred law Somewhere out on the western shore Western Shore Western Shore In my heart the wild waves are crashing Western Shore Western Shore I’m dreaming of the western shore
10.
Hold On 03:46
Hold on to the good ones When the others cut you down Hold to the hand of kindness Where it may be found Hold on to the daylight When it’s slipping out of view Tell yourself that you deserve The things that come to you Hold on to the magic And the grace of the unknown Hold on the fire When the ground is cold as stone Hold on to the instincts That are wise enough to see The twist and turns you gotta learn To set your spirit free Hold on When the path before you breaks Where you’re locked out at the gates When you’re tired and you got know where to run Hold on For the light you cannot see For the place you long to be For the night you sleep and wake up to the Sun Hold on Hold on to the dreamer And an open heart to trust Hold on to the lessons Of all you’ve won and lost Hold on to the music That you feel within in your soul Keep a sense of wonder Don’t let your heart grow cold Outside the storm is raging And the sky is full of rain The experts all seem crazy And the lunatics seem sane The road is full of trouble And fate falls where it may Take some consolation It won’t always be this way Don’t let it leave you You’ve still got time You’ve still got time
11.
Wrong 04:10
Sooner or later the evening turns to black Sooner or later that cold truth throws you back And you curse the time you ever felt the sun When you find out your were wrong Love’s illusion yeah loves the sweetest lie Like the way we used to kiss and close our eyes When you think that it’s the long road that you’re on And you find out you were wrong Burning bridges is all I ever do The kind of hurt I’m feeling now is nothing new When you try to love somebody on the run And you find out you were wrong If I saw the truth would I recognize it If I held you now would I let you go It’s a heartbreak to have play on your mind When you lose somebody in the twist of time When you’re see the ties that bind you come undone And you find out you were wrong Someday you’ll figure you’re out here on your own That a part of you will always be alone And life is a bittersweet song When you find out you were wrong

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London-based singer-songwriter, Jon Allen releases his fifth studio album, '...meanwhile' available May 21st, 2021 on OK!Good Records. The perfect blend of Jon's acclaimed output as a songwriter the new album is very much a product of the times we're living in with introspective and emotional lyrics.

“It’s been almost three years since my last album and so much has changed for everybody.  Global events have forced us to look inward and estranged us from the people who we once relied on.” – Jon Allen

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released May 21, 2021

Produced by Jon Allen
Mixed by Dan Skinner
Album Artwork by Matt Phillips

All written by Jon Allen and published by Wardlaw Music, except Track 1 written by Jon Allen, Dan Skinner & Adam Skinner and published by Audio Network Limited.

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